Concern's

It is 8 o clock in the morning......... n my day has started with no structured plans..... i m just thinking n getting tensed bout many things... early morning sanju had an appointment today... i got up breakfast tea all done, now sitting with my netbook for the global updates.. oh no no not google or news just hi hello with my pals...

talking bout my tensions, i hve recently noticed many things bout me n myself which i had never done this for years... m i wrong when i say that?

My lovely hair has been a great concern for everybody around me but never me.....please comb, i wnt to put ur hair in one big vessel of oil n soak them for the whole night is the dream of my brother, use serums, use hair moose this that so on so for.... well on a small scale i hve started doing it whaetever is manageable. combing atleast thrice a day, applying serum, superb conditioner. no doubt, they hav soften a bit, but i never had issues of dandruff n hairfall which have nw become a topic of my worry....

Cooking n eating is the only good thing right now, but I m putting on weight is the next worry i m hving it...... please do not ask me to diet... this is the impossible thing for me...... i cnt give up eating, munching whatever comes to my way do not ask me to control... i m ready to exert a bit but i need a push for that too.... it is damn cold here.... getting out of the bed n going for jog or walk should not remain just dream...

I m getting spores on my forhead n cheeks they arent pimples they are just small spores.....

I hv started sleeping n lazing around a lott.... watching movies like an idiot, chatting, surfing net for nothing much fruitful,pplications, uploading cv's n uploading profiles.. .... planning to go to the library and just procastinate, i think m having the devika syndrome - mala bore hotay..

while writing this i hv realised that all these are my worry because m jobless the big reason to worry... m not getting calls, too many rejection email.. actually it is too early to come to a conclusion that m nt getting a job..... yesterday we had been to one of snju's friend for dinner, his wife had come to Uk last year in the month of july, but she got a job this year, there is one more female who i know came last year n nw wrkng as an intern... but honestly speaking i dont hv patience to wait for year.

Once i get a job m going out, thr will be a change in environment, cash flow and savings at home, shopping will keep me happy, and most of my worries mentioned above will be gone as i will be again the same to be less bothered about looks, hair, complexion, ofcourse losing weight will be my priority but once i get a job i will soon join a gym.. and actively work out n hopefully should be able to reduce few extra pounds.. but i need pounds for that.. :P

here ends my second blog a clear picture of my current life....
Am sure when i read this after a year or so.. m going to have a deadly laugh, may be at that time instead of saying ek waqt tha jab.... i will just go n read my blog it will help me visualise this easily..
blog writing for me is expressing n store the memories of ur thoughts this is example for the second category

i hope i hv not bored u with my concerns, instead mde u a smile a bit...sharing small things in life makes big difference....... the big worries may be common for most of them like earning moeny, maintaing bank balance, family responsibilties.... break it.. easier to focus n manage it... do not tke life too seriously not worth, njoy each moment coz it s not going to come bck.....